I am not gonna say It caused me harm Nor look out for one Seeking Calm Silent as an ocean Moving like a tide A conversation Is all I crave But, don't expect Me to say Memories long lost Now on endless roads Scared I wake up Confused I sleep Dreams I can't fathom Roads I can't lead Struck in between Life feels like sin Smiles I found Happiness I lost Lost I seem Weird I feel Hope, I keep Courage, I loose It wasn't a race But, still I lost You tell me What I really do Growing impatient Yet see no roads No plans to return No tickets to go Find me a plane That sets me free Looking for change More stuck I got Helpless, I feel Smiles, I keep Long Lost, I feel Hopes, I try keep.