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Lost on the roads



I am not gonna say
It caused me harm
Nor look out for one
Seeking Calm

Silent as an ocean
Moving like a tide

A conversation
Is all I crave
But, don't expect
Me to say

Memories long lost
Now on endless roads

Scared I wake up
Confused I sleep
Dreams I can't fathom
Roads I can't lead

Struck in between
Life feels like sin

Smiles I found
Happiness I lost
Lost I seem
Weird I feel

Hope, I keep
Courage, I loose

It wasn't a race
But, still I lost
You tell me
What I really do

Growing impatient
Yet see no roads

No plans to return
No tickets to go
Find me a plane
That sets me free

Looking for change
More stuck I got

Helpless, I feel
Smiles, I keep
Long Lost, I feel
Hopes, I try keep.

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