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Countdown has began!!!

Technically, tomorrow I have my last class for Financial Management and that's also the last class for  this semester.  Finally I am gonna be done with the Business classes. I can't say I am sad to say bye to these classes. I am relieved but I am also glad that I took these subjects here which I would have never learnt otherwise.

This Monday, we completed the syllabus for the Finance Management and honestly it was one of the best classes. I think the last few chapters were the hardest but that was also when things began to make sense. It was like a play where it is simply confusing throughout the story. But, just you get into the last scene and move towards the end, all of a sudden it is making sense. It becomes clear just as they begin to draw curtains and finally you like it. Its still difficult, don't really like it but just don't hate it anymore either.

From Friday, we will be beginning with the final exams. I have three on 15th and just one on 20th, so I am really scared for the Friday. I am trying to revise once and just hope it goes well. 

But the more important thing is its just 10 more days to go. Then, we are flying back to India on 23. I am excited to meet my family and all my friends after four months. But I really hope I get a chance to visit Korea once again. When I was cooking today, I was thinking about this entire journey. There had been some beautiful days and a few hard ones, but not a single one that I can refer to as a bad day. 

I am not sure about how to exactly get there but now I finally have an idea what how I want my life to be like. I know its not gonna be easy but I am sure I am gonna love it. I have tried really hard for getting my answers for that particular question in the last three years. In the last four months, I have got my reason to work harder, to put in all I can to move forward and work towards my goals. I have already wasted a lot of my time but not anymore. I am glad and relieved to see a bit of clarity in this ever confused brain. I really needed it. I still can't explain it but finally I am sure I want to get into Journalism and now I know why... :)

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