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Date - 06/09/2017

Today we submitted our final Course Registration Forms. So I cannot drop any other courses or choose a new one. I have chosen four Business courses.

Honestly I already had written my blog post for the day and loved it but I deleted the draft by mistake before I could save it.

I just did not want to write it because I couldn't exactly remember what I wrote but then I realized my entire article was all about being positive and motivating myself again when I feel demotivated.

So here is a small piece from my side for the day-

It doesn't matter how many times you fall down what matters is how many times can you rise again.

It's not that hard workers don't get tired, they are just eager enough to work harder, get tired and feel that pain because their hearts know it is worth it.

That's something I read recently - It's not about not having problems but rather choosing them more wisely. #MarkManson

Whenever I feel a little down or demotivated about something, I like to spend sometime alone, think through things, work it out, understand things and try to stay positive and feel motivated.

But I think the more I say it's tiring and hard, it creates a lot of negativity in my mind and I feel even more bad. I just don't want to think that way.

But on the brighter side, I am getting to learn a new language, will get to work on a small group project and finally learn something about Finance ( trust me I always have dreaded accounts and things related to finance but thankfully it's just an introductory course).

Honestly my days are not all bad, but it's just a zigzag pattern of feeling all motivated and charged up and then also feeling bad and a little discouraged since I am taking the maximum hours of classes in our entire group.

But I am also happy, I am getting the maximum number of credits from here. But I don't want it to be all about studies and be occupied with my subjects all day long. I also want to go out, explore things and there is so much more than studies I have come here for.

To be honest it is a little too much for me to manage and I know somehow I will do it but for now I just don't have an answer for how will I manage so many things and honestly that's the only thing that's bothering me right now. Everything else is perfectly fine actually.

But I think if I can manage it all well I will be really happy and proud of myself at the end of this semester. So I am just trying to stay positive, feel motivated and enjoy my stay here.

We all feel discouraged and disheartened sometimes but picking ourselves up again and again is the trick. Trust me the hardest things to manage are also the ones that give you the happiest moments of our lives.

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